Blue Poisons

My soul cries without the burning embers of your touch

I am naked, disarmed, without shelter

And with dreams of a humble smile

And to fear away from a shallow touch

Since craving your naked skin, warm body

Eyes so inviting, loving, sensitive touch

Years of dreams, finally coming to fruition

And blue poisons ruining forever

Living a terrible reality of manic indefiance

Growing vastly, running quickly to the sober light

Enduring rivers that flow at the thought of you

And tears that only appear in the dark of night

Since when do I plead for an emotional touch

I can’t withstand this grueling hour of invalidity

I will close my eyes and hear phrases, unused

And conjure spells in the back of my mind

I can’t bear to be without the sight of you

The uniqueness of your eyes and the warmth of your kiss

Your awaiting hands reaching for mine

And I pray for this moment, just a moment to exist

To show you my inner-strengths, I can achieve

But is there a point; is there shame in this?

What of the Promised Land we share in a kiss

Awaiting a kingdom, praying to exist

Or to drown in a river, an endless forever

A soul-less determination and a defining silence

A poison I will so happily die of

And a forever good-bye that’s worth a million lives

Come home to me.